Sunday, March 23, 2025

AW: Morning pgs. 2025: day 18

 It irks me that the date of the post doesn't match the calendar date. It is something that just grates on the perfectionist in me. I am attempting to not let it annoy me too much, but it's there. I am more annoyed with myself over the fact that the kitchen is a disaster and I forgot to water the plants last week than anything else, to be honest. I am finding myself having a hard time remembering things. I know that it is stress doing it. Hormones may be part of it, but I know that when my stress levels hit a certain threshold, my brain gets wonky.

It would be easier if my antianxiety medicine didn't put me to sleep. It is ok to take a nap once in a while, but doing that on a daily basis makes it hard to get things done. A part of me says that if I avoid the news that I would be doing better. I can't do that, however, because there's too much at stake. They're literally stripping away vast swaths of the protections that people have on a daily basis. I need to know if my family is safe or not.

I hate the government right now. Hate is a pretty strong word. But that's what I'm feeling. I also feel betrayed by Congress because they're enabling Trump. No one has stepped up and even told him to knock it off. I suspect that we're not going to have four years of this garbage but longer because there are toadies in the halls of the legislature already batting around the idea of a 3rd term for him.

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